i am a howling wolf and time stole everything i no longer have and i was trying, desperately trying to forgive him for it.
then all of a sudden, i did. and everything started looking up.

current life plan; a list of steps.

1. close your eyes.
2. breathe.
3. focus.
4. gather wood.
5. find tools/make them.
6. build a badass canoe.
7. get off the island.
8. breathe.
9. pray.
talk to me.
Wednesday October 1st //
You should not
have to rip yourself
into pieces to keep
others whole.
i am seeing less and less of you, Emma Bleker  (via forlornes)

(via hypnoskid)

Wednesday October 1st //
Wednesday October 1st //
1. There are sharp teeth gnawing at your arms and you don’t feel anything. One day you wake up, and your hands just aren’t where you left them.
2. If there is a word for this, then you want it buried somewhere that’s not inside of you. You want your own name back without this diagnosis attached to it.
3. The mornings are not forgiving. The sunrises are fires you want to put out. You don’t know how it got like this.
4. The world is an ocean and you swallow it. The world is an ocean and you refuse to drown.
5. Everything is made of smoke, and everything is disappearing. You are still here.
6. As long as you are still here, you are healing. As long as you’re healing, you are winning.
7. Let this destruction become creation. Let this tragedy turn into labor. Into hard work for something, anything, better.
8. Nothing is made out of smoke, and nothing is disappearing. You are still here.
9. Today, the white in these sheets means the enemy has surrendered. Today, the white in these sheets means you have yourself back.
10. For the first time, the ringing in your chest is not a siren. Not a warning that something bad is coming.
11. You have heard what they said about monsters, but all they know about monsters is what they are supposed to look like. But more often than not, the heroes have fangs. The heroes have claws. It’s how they climbed out of the darkness.
12. It’s okay if you have fangs. It’s okay if you have claws.
13. You are the bravest hero I know for fighting this. Even when you don’t feel like you’re saving anyone, let alone yourself.
14. This sadness is a language you will forget all the words to.
15. You will learn better ones. You will not be scared of your own voice anymore.
— Y.Z, when the sadness comes and you don’t know how to fight it (via rustyvoices)

(via pouvoires)

Wednesday October 1st //
Tuesday September 30th //
Women are considered fragile but I’ve never seen anything as easily wounded as a man’s ego.
— (via tea-storm)

(Source: no-datee, via your-fresh-start)

Tuesday September 30th //




characters that go from villain to awkward friend are so important

Crowley went from awkward friend to villain and back to awkward friend. Crowley is special. 

(Source: witchtrish, via frecklesrex)

Tuesday September 30th //

reminder: you’re so wonderful squirrels pause collecting nuts with their little hands for the winter to bask in your presence and I think I’m a little envious of all the things that get to hear you laugh.

Tuesday September 30th // Filed under: writing, reminder,
Tuesday September 30th //
From 18 to 22 you meet a lot of temporary people.
Tuesday September 30th //